Here's something I wrote this week, uhm I find myself buried in my notebook for hours on end sometimes now, neglecting other homework, it's somewhat of a problem. Or walking to class bopping to my own beat in the street..here i go rhyming..but with "The Message" lyrics in my head or my MC Lyte verse from "Lyte as A Rock" or some random line from any other artist or just plain random phrases that I think of like this..false hopes, dreams and tattoos...shit like that...and I'm rambling at 2:30 am..lol
Here it is..it doesn't have a title I seldomly title anything lol, if you have an idea drop one, I'll consider it. I should probably memorize this, it's meant to be spoken, I'll get around to it eventually. lol
A real writer doesn't write for your pleasure
A real artist presents material for usage as mental treasure
True, I'm subject to your critique
But in reality I'm not, this is just my sanity technique
It so happens that you use it for recreation
but to me, it's just a mind and paper collaboration
To express my views on academics to pop culture
then from music to what I think of unnecessary torture
A true writer's work reflects how they maintain composure
contrary to common belief it's not to gain commercialized exposure
A real writers work is a coping mechanism
the mimics and all the "Get rich quick gimmicks" are just victims of capitalism,
just atttempting to expedite the eradication of classism, but solely for themselves.
Real artists do this shit to free ourselves
we'd be perfectly content keeping these books on the shelves
One might say, well you should talk to a friend
but that's not always so easy, the situation depends
but my hand and notebook paper can talk forever.
Whatever i go through, me my notebook and pencil, endure it together.
See, to a real artist this is how we might express our pain,
otherwise, some might be liable to go insane
these words aren't in vain,
I'm alleviating pain.
I use my words to illustrate what i feel that would otherwise be presented by tears
these feelings are authentic
voiceless emotions decoded
my life story, I wrote it, my heart spoke and I quoted.
my life is not a mixtape, it does't need to be promoted.
I don't do this for popularity
Solely for mental clarity
I'm not rich from this, nor am I trying to be
Life gets foggy sometimes, I'm just trying to see
I hurt inside, but I'm not allowed to flee
I write these words so that my soul is free
I'm a REAL kind of writer....THIS IS LIFE TO ME.

-yours truly
Mszedukated..over and out.



